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Just another love poemThis is quite informal,
But let me say it here.
This poem is about
What I hold most dear.
A few simple words from him
Can make me feel so glad.
And when he insults me,
I don't even feel that mad.
I'm the girl who made the vow -
To never fall for someone.
My heart once woven tightly,
Has suddenly become undone.
No one wants a stupid personDo you know how it feels to be played?
Human emotions flickering on and off
like that broken light bulb, clinging on
to you when you radiate intelligence,
and mistreating you when you're stupid.
First step: the monsters unleash their
true colours, calloused claws cutting
a bloodied mark of my heart, the drips
of dark red. They ridicule you, without
any guilt or thought for how you feel
Second step: then they transform into
feeble and fictitious felines. They strut
and attempt to capture you into their
idiotic game. They purr and plead for
your help, ever so plastic-like.
Third step: you make a mistake and
help their ''apparent'' sorry selves.
Then they take that help, unleash their
vicious claws for the true monsters that
they are and rip that help to shreds,
leaving you broken
and soon enough dead.
What drugs can do to youEndorphins flood my system, leaving
me intoxicated, gasping for more of
this precious and exquisite taste It
reminds me of the sun beaming through
the child's imaginary cottage, a granny
smiling radiantly, wrinkles carving her
grey tinted, wise eyes of experience.
The fall from the state cracks my skull,
leaving me confused and frantic to
find what once rightfully belonged to
the abused druggie living on the streets.
The ecstasy washes out, the detoxification
evident from my raspy intakes of breath
and dull blacked marks beneath my eyes.
I yearn for that high, the one that brought
me away from the pains and the troubles -
the one that brought me to extreme bliss
and to complete and utter insanity. I look at
the pills sitting in the callused palm of mine,
hesitantly, I drag it slowly to my mouth, and
down it goes, the endorphin flooding till
my death by drugs.
Elephants can sit on flowersWhen was the last time?
The last time you rode a bike?
Seems like it was ages ago,
Times when you went on a hike.
All in the past, we've changed.
No more fiddling, fooling and fun.
Climbing trees have been forgotten,
Gone exercise, where we would run.
We've been spoilt, our minds
Spoon-fed an imagination.
Monkeys can't be purple and
Pigs don't start a petition.
A world where anything could be?
A canvas of scribbles and colours.
Laughs can be heard from heaven
And elephants can sit on flowers.
A cruel worldDon't you hate that feeling? The feeling
of gullibility and innocence that this
world is a beauty left untainted, pure.
Behold this enlightenment, this world
is not pure. It is big, it is corrupted and it
is a cruel world. Get that straight.
Rule one: no strong relationships. Be it
your best friends or family. One day, they
will leave you either by choice or through
death when that happens, you'll be left
broken, battered and bent on the side.
Don't be naive. No one stays, no matter
what you say. They live on in our souls?
Bullshit. Once you're alone in this weary
world you will realise that they have left
you and even if you die for them
nothing will bring them back.
Dead yet alivethInk about a soul lyinG dead
in thIs Vacant world, with eyEs
drained of excitement and life;
eyes trying to Understand the
imPurities of thIs world...
FantasiEs will continuE to exist
for the Lives of the iNnOcent and
as you Morph and blOom into a butteRfly,
you will understand my hatrEd for this
Friends smile and leavePeople are really fucked up.
There isn't much to say.
I hate all my friends, because
They always lie and betray.
No friendship lasts long as
True colours will show in time.
The patterns of black and white
The sign of all their crimes.
''Friends'' play you in their games;
They love to cheat and deceive.
Readying you for your death,
Then they'll smile and leave.
Treat boys and girls the same [gender equality]I live in a family of gender inequality.
Boys are free to do what they want.
Girls must stay at home to cook, clean.
This is how our sexist story starts.
The expectations of a boy?
Get a good job that pays well,
and do not consume alcohol or drugs.
The expectations of a girl?
Make sure you do well in class -
Culinary arts class, mind you.
My brothers used to always get caned.
I remember the times they yelped and cried.
I've never been caned, slapped or beaten.
Because they don't think I'm strong enough?
If gender equality is going to work,
I must endure the benefits of freedom.
At the same time, I must endure the pains.
I don't care about the cane, the torture.
Just treat us equal.
To my secret crushHe broke my heart, teaching me the
way this world works. Telling me that
in life, no one is trustworthy and you
can never escape being ridiculed by
the faces of discretion. He told me I
was hideous, and had the intelligence
of a block; he made me lose control
of myself, leaving me in a state of
never-ending solitary depression.
Yet he showed me life. He always told
me to stay true to myself, strong. He
always told me to ignore what idiotic
people would say about me. He always
told me to never give up. With tears
tumbling, my lips would still show the
Funny how hate turns to undying love.
A burning sensation constantly stings
my heart, filling it with uncertainty. It
twists and turns, testing my patience.
My thoughts constantly wander to this
boy who taught me how to stand on my
own, challenging the world.
A boy who I ended up loving.
did you know?you know it hurts
whether from lack
or too much of what you said
the little flirts and silence dead
do you know the pain you cause
the pain that makes me see
oh every single flaw
the pain that sits and gnaws
why did you go and do that
make me feel loved
all because you didn't see-
every time we spoke
how i felt elated
ForeverForever we will be one,
Forever we will be in love,
I will forever be with you, holding your hand and guiding through darkness.
You left me standing there forever, alone.
You left me in the darkness to rot away
You take so much pleasure
In my pains
While your fucking blood
Flows through my veins
Like the Nile river going on forever
And you took from me
The time of purity
That time of pleasure
Like a flame
You suffocated it
To leave smoke
As black as your heart!
You think you have won
With all the scars you've left
But I tell you now
You will soon regret
You may have given me life
But now I own it
I am not that same child
So weak and defenseless
Now I stand tall
And for myself
I will not fall!
For you are no longer a part of me!
I'm happy because I have youHere I am, so truely happy. I havent the slightest idea what I did to deserve this happiness. This feeling is so grand and I hope it never goes away. I can't believe I have met her, such and amazing person. So sweet, loving and caring, she is perfect in everyway. I love her with all my heart and soul, she's such a beauty to behold. The love of my life, the one I wanna hold. I wanna make her as happy as she makes me, I wanna hold her close to protect her from what hurts her. I wanna be her babygirl forever, I wanna be able to wake to her every morning and see her beautiful face. To swoon her over and over, by doing random romantic things outta no where. I want to give her everything she deserves and more. I wanna show her everyday how much I love her and how much she means to me, for she is the love of my life, my dream come true. She is my baby and the one I have been searching for, now that I have found her, and am lucky to be her's, I'm holding her close, my sweet valuble
Change the lens
Soften the scene
Show you what you want to see
Now I'm losing me
Who is me?
Who are you?
You think you have
the power to change me
You think you've played me
Every time you break me
I remake me
So now I ask...
Who are you?
What I WantDid I ask for your help?
No, don't think I did,
Apparently, though, I'm just a kid.
I don't want your disease,
I'm already dead,
At least now you can't play with my head.
Don't force-feed me your lies,
I want to keep me,
And not be wrecked by society.
I know you're not perfect,
Well, neither am I,
I am sick of living in a lie.
Do you see all these scars?
The inside ones too,
No, because you think it's all taboo.
Help me to disappear,
It's what we both need,
I just can't cope with life's harsh stampede.
Please don't try to save me,
As I yearn for death,
But will you feel bad at my last breath?
Don't you dare act sad,
When we say goodbye,
And don't you dare to look me in the eye.
I know you're not sorry,
But please don't worry,
Because I'm not either.
I know I need your help,
I just don't want it,
What I want is a nice cosy casket.
Better Than Me.I loved you more than anything,
Seeing you with them it kills me,
I wish I could forget about you,
Live my life and start anew,
The thought of us being together rips at my heart,
It tears at my entire being slowly killing me,
My eyes are a constant waterfall of sadness,
My life has become a constant battle to stay alive,
A never ending struggle for my own sanity,
I have to stop trying to die and just live,
But I gave you everything I had to give,
Now you have found someone new,
Someone who is better than me,
Someone who can give you what you deserve,
I was never good enough,
Just leave me to cry,
Leave my face,
I am nothing but a disgrace,
A lonely soul I will forever be,
Without you next to me,
Like a candle in the wind I will eventually go out,
With you gone happiness I will forever be without,
What is love?Love is undefinable
But you know when it's there
It's a felling in your heart
A feeling in the air
Love overrides all over feelings
And holds you in its grip
You don't want to lose it
And fall into a dark pit
Love is what you get
When you see that special person
And hold them close in your arms
Until the change of season
Love isn't something that comes lightly
It doesn't just appear
It only arrives when you meet that 'one'
And truly hold them dear
Love can take effect
No matter how far apart
The two of you may be far
But it's all in your heart
Finding tragic loveRealisation has hit me,
I have loved you all along.
Denying it will not help
my feelings so very strong.
You either like me or
Dislike me to the core.
Telling me you do both?
Perhaps that's all I can ask for.
My heart breaks 'cause of the truth -
That you look for another.
You will never think of me.
Watching you makes me suffer.
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