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I'll Kill her BelarusxRussiaxreader
A/N:I actually like Belarus. I just thought the song fit. Enjoy!
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So, of course, you were supposed to call me tonight you were supposed to call me tonight...

Ivan picked a sunflower from his flourishing garden and slipped the engagement ring on the stem before tying a (f/c) ribbon on it.

He smiled and practiced his 'speech' to his scarecrow "____ ____, 2 years ago on Christmas eve we met. I've loved you ever since,nobody can make me feel like you do. You're my most beautiful,brightest sunflower! I Я буду лю
One SecondDear You,

Yes, I know what you're thinking:

"There's that creepy girl again,
the one that stares at me all day
and gets all nervous when I'm around."

But I have a lot to tell you,
even if you're not reading this,
so just bear with me.

You- yes, you- are ruining my life.

I used to be so content with myself,
convinced that love was pointless
and dating people is just a hassle.

I knew that looks didn't matter,
that I should look out for myself
and not care what other people think.

What have you done with that girl?

I'm wasting all my time on you,
and I know that, but I can't stop.

I worked so hard on that project,
hoping it would be per
JuliaShe’s the kind of girl people write books about.
Rides bikes too fast - - no hands, hair in flames        eyes too.
Barefoot, dirt smeared, picks dandelions with her toes.
Train-track balancing act,
backyard trapezes        laughter,
grassroots circus.
She paints her walls with memories.
Ceiling too.  Me as well.
I find treasures in her soul.
She makes mine.
She has gypsy legs and a homeland heart I cannot steal.
A living poem I can’t rewrite –
the kind of girl summers are made of.
Her passionate flameHer flames burn passionately
Like a sparkle from a
Royal jewel
So beautiful
dysmorphic weatherspring came late this year
snow arrived along with april
and i found myself wondering
if this was what the whole year would be like
it wouldn't surprise me
given the recent events
pathetic fallacy and all that
Missing From The WorldSometimes, I’m missing from the world,
But no one even cares.

Oh look, they’re playing a game,
I wish I could join.

My feet move like clockwork,
They’re moving towards the group.

My hand reaches out to them,
But I’m instantly shoved away.

Pray,
Pray I don’t die lonely.

Tears fall from my face,
I run towards the sea.

Its arms comes closer to me,
I can’t help but to smile.

I’m standing in the puddle,
I’m ankle deep with my emotions.

People please,
Why am I ‘scary’?

I feel as if I’m dying inside,
The light went dark.

Wait,
There’s someone running to me.

His ha
9.47you run through my veins
like you do my blood,
swallowing joints
like you do thoughts -
on strings, i dance
and i paint and i
try and try and try
so hard, for you
my dear, to be
the moon and stars
and for you realise
that every night
i am awake for you

-

but in the end
the sea will swallow
the waves,
and the sound will
fade to silence,
and the light will
fall into the dark
and we will become
dirt and dust again,
living in the hollows
of ourselves turned
inside out, turned
upside down
AschLuke: A Fiery FlameTitle: A Fiery Flame
Author: D.R. Ward
Date: 5-20-13
Age: 13

A Fiery Flame

I should hate you.

I should wish for your death,
I should wish for your demise.
I should wish for you to perish,
Because you have been living as a disguise.

But I don't.

I should want to punch you,
And beat you,
And scream,
And kill,
And breach,
Until I had my everlasting fill.

But I cannot.

Luke, you changed....
I used to be able to hate you, I did, Luke....
But now....

I fall into your arms,
Wishing for this to end,
But wishing it would never in the same.

And yet, I wonder....
How did you do this to me?

A mere Replica!
I should be able to crush you!
..
Come to me nowI need him closer
I need him now
Kissing me hard
Pushing me back
Pulling me in
Pinning me down
Picking me up
Just come here
Come to me now

Feel my curves
Bite my lip
Kiss my neck
Bite it if you please
Just come here
Come to me now

To feel your lips
tracing down my jaw
Your warmth over coming me
Giving me chills
Just come here
Come to me now
These Past Weeks.These past weeks have been the best
Although I know that they could end in a flash,
And I know you may just want to leave it all behind
But I'll never forget it, cause it changed my life.

Every second that our lips touched
I felt a little bit of my heart heal,
I felt it explode in my chest...
I felt as if I slipped out of my mind, and straight into yours.

I would gladly give up this gift, my power to write
Just to hold you for another long night,
And I would give up my heart for you
Just to know if I could trust you to hold it,
But now, as far as I'm concerned, you've had it from the first kiss.
AwayThe stars are all I can see.
 As I lay in grass.
 So scared to see sunlight.
 Because when I do…….     
I have to leave you.
I'll have to leave your arms.
Your strong embrace.
Your  heartbeat.
It sings to me like a lullaby.
This war
You fighting
It's ruining my lullaby
It seems you have a new scar every day
The sunlight is showing
Now I have to leave
Away from the camp
Back to  the Allies
Away from the Axis
Away from you
Even though you're the enemy 
I can't help but love you
Upon the Final NotesA dance is a dance, a twirl in the night
Begging for a reason, kindling to the flame.
Friendly words whisper to friendly ears,
Of times done and gone.
Lips smile, brushing a soft shoulder,
Begging the heart to make a mistake.
Only will remains, struggling,
Just to persevere.
Ad vitam aeternamJe te briserais bien le cœur,
Mais je crois que tu n'en as pas.
Tu n'es pas un enfant de chœur,
Pas non plus un enfant de roi.

Alors.

Chacun le voit ton beau visage,
Mais où sont donc tes beaux scrupules ?
D'autres que moi seraient plus sages,
J'aime les crapules.

Je suis prisonnière de ton songe,
Entichée d'un regard de toi.
Et quand la colère me ronge,
Mon corps bat pour toi...
My LoveOver the course of a few years
I set myself a mission that came with its fears
It came with its dark times
Times when there weren't many rhymes

Through many conflicts and decisions
I set myself to a new destination
One that was nice and very peaceful
A sanctuary that was to be very hopeful

I realized it as soon as I saw you
You had reminded me of everything that was true
I did not know you would make a big hit
On my feelings and emotions and she didn't even try

I knew it was her when I saw her eyes
Sparkling and beautiful like I hit the grand prize
I knew it was her when I heard her voice
A soothing melody and I knew she was a good choice
HeartbreakSo this’ll be,
The general heartbreak story,
the heart isn’t ever broken gently,
easily,
painlessly.
This’ll be the worst shattering of your heart,
breaking into a million pieces,
stomped on,
and tossed over their shoulder.
Landing on the ground,
never to look back,
shamelessly, carelessly, mercilessly.
The loss of ones heart,
the vital organ one simply
cannot
live without,
is fatal.
Tragic.
Hopeless.
The pieces to your broken heart,
the tear stained pieces,
the dirty pieces,
the sun worn and water faded pieces.
Never to be glued back together,
never to be strung back together,
never to be taped back together.
There will always be cracks in your broken heart
Forever.
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Today, I cried.December 10th, 2012.

Today I cried.
I wasn't bullied today.
Neither was I bullied yesterday.
Nor am I going to be tomorrow.
But I cried.
Because I relived every moment.
In.
My.
Diary.
And that was enough.
I succumbed to my emotions.

Today I cried.
I wasn't particularly weak today.
Neither was I weak yesterday.
Nor am I going to be weak tomorrow.
But I cried.
Because I relived every moment.
In.
My.
Diary.
And I'm not ashamed.
I succumbed to my emotions.
But... I'm not ashamed.

Today I cried.
And cried.
And... cried.
But that's just the way I am.
Once in a while, you just need a good cry.
To remind yourself of:
the little emotion you hav
R.I.P simplicity.I have friends and all one could wish for.
But somehow, I'm always wanting even more.

I've lost myself somewhere along the way.
My world has changed from colour to grey.

A moment of silence for all that is gone.
My simplicity, for that is what I mourn.

I have everything but I'm secretly sad.
Soon what I have will be what I had.
My heart will marry the darknessA dainty breeze brushes my cheek
Fingertips trembling at the keys
To be on my own facing the world
Swimming in the deepest of seas

Music flows, drenching my being
Pulling my heart down like an anvil.
It's heavy, almost unable to carry;
Hard to tackle this losing battle.

Every attempt to move the anvil;
Leaves a trickle of beads of sweat;
Makes my hands rough and callused;
A single try moves me back a step.

Till the weight exerts even more on me
It's almost painful to hold, to carry.
Soon my heart lets go and tumbles down...
Down to the darkness that it will marry.
A monster impossible to subdueI painted my hopes and wishes on a canvas,
Even though I knew... it wouldn't last.

The monster inside of me came out to play
Using a scarlet river to wash my dreams away

It salivated at the delicious, red meal -
All the happiness that it could easily steal

Using its claws, ripping it shred by shred
Stuffing it down its throat, it maliciously fed

And each shred it ripped, it ripped my soul
I fed and fed until it took its toll

I was sucked dry of my wishes and hopes
After the monster ate, it hung me with ropes

I dangled from the ceiling, tears delicately shed
My voice croaked and I plead and plead

A monster I created that killed all I kn
A bloody river of wordsShe wrote a river, flowing endlessly
Drops of blood leaked from her heart
Boat tumbling over the grey-brown rocks
Forcing her to row back and restart.

The words imprinted onto the murderous liquid
They screamed of someone insecure, alone.
A person's cry for help was silenced and
Their raindrop tears turned to stone.

She wanted to be by herself
Away from the madness and the place
Hiding in a state of depression
Going about in her own rhythmic pace

Her hair wrapped itself around a rock
Delicate and sharp strands strangled her neck.
Her breath became raspy as she begged for air -
She died and would be remembered as a wreck
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It has been approximately 15 months since I officially joined deviantArt. I was just another person with problems that had no solutions. I would constantly write and cry about my life and the things I was going through. I know, why am I even sharing this with you when it's evident it won't be read by many? It doesn't matter if you think no one cares about you and that you are all alone in your world. You have to keep going for what you believe in, and believe that whatever happens, you will always be you.

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Finding tragic love

:icontherealanonymous:

Realisation has hit me,
I have loved you all along.
Denying it will not help
my feelings – so very strong.

You either like me or
Dislike me to the core.
Telling me you do both?
Perhaps that's all I can ask for.

My heart breaks 'cause of the truth -
That you look for another.
You will never think of me.
Watching you makes me suffer.
:icontherealanonymous:
Everyday, I think of you; I've even had dreams of you, but I'm sure I rarely cross your mind.
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